So, I did it. I told Jeannette everything.
She doesn’t feel the same way.
Hopefully she understands the immense amount of thought and consideration I went through before talking to her today.
Hopefully she understands the truth in my statement that I hope she and I can talk about anything or nothing all night long 20 years from now.
I make friendships that last decades. I really hope this will be one of those.
Jeannette if you’re reading this, I mean it as much here and forever as there and now.
You are a rare and amazing person. If you ever need a reminder, let me know.
Regardless, this is what I needed to do. I can feel the gears in my mind unbinding.